❝ No matter how hard and difficult it is, I will always smile like an idiot ❞
My foolish greed
Sunday, September 22, 2013 | 0 comments
Where are you? When’re you coming? Again today, it’s me who is waiting. No, it’s alright, I’m sorry for tactlessly pushing you. I wasn’t strong enough so I couldn’t let you go. I know it’s my foolish greed. But I’m erasing my tears and swallowing my words, I can’t watch myself anymore, I can’t watch. You’d better walk away, I’m all alone, what to do? Of the two of us, I’m the only one who can’t live without you. But what more is there to do? Now I’ll let you go. There are so many girls like me in this world.
Let go of my hand, look, your heart and my heart are so different. Now I finally realized, I’m sorry it’s so late. I wasn’t strong enough so I couldn’t let you go. I know it’s my foolish greed. Though it’s a fake love, I swallow it because it’s sweet but I can’t take it anymore, I can’t do this. Just go, it’s not too late. Love will make you run away.
I can’t let go or hold onto you. My lips dry up and tears keep flowing. Just one way but wrong way, it’s already ruined. What is love that it ties me up? Why? Back then, when you looked at me, back then, just for one minute, one second, you shoulda stop that. I only knew you, I didn’t know the beginning or end. I’m so pathetic for horribly falling for you without fear.
Don’t you say my name. Please don’t tell me that you loved me. What’s so great about love? I don’t wanna do it anymore. You’d better walk away, I’m all alone, what to do? Of the two of us, I’m the only one who can’t live without you. But what more is there to do? Now I’ll let you go. Forget a girl like me and live well.
"No matter how hard it is, I always smile like an idiot" -Chanyeol